Maybe I'm being overly sensitive or my period thinks it's funny to see me wallow at least once a month, but today I felt old, fat and poor. Not a good combination!
Old:
The young crush I had referred me to his friend as "this lady" I work with. Call me old fashioned, but when I hear someone refer to someone else as "lady", I think of a woman in her prime years. Ugh. Stupid aging process.
Fat:
Three letters. P.M.S.
Also, the eating of everything that has a carb in it.
Poor:
Hi, new tires on my car after I spent 2 grand on it this past summer! Hi, new condo that keeps eating my savings! Hi, I'm going to have no savings left whatsoever in the next couple of months!
And because I refuse to leave this post on a bad note, I'm going to turn those negatives into a positive, by golly, I am!
Young at heart:
He may have called me "some lady," but the young folk like having me around. Also, on the days that I'm not dead to the world, my heart feels very youthful.
Getting there:
The whole fat thing bugs me to no end. I'm needing to make an effort to change some habits. I know that as long as I think fat thoughts, I will feel fat thoughts and therefore exude fatness. Just tired. Of it all.
Investment:
I know I've done a good thing purchasing where I purchased and not waiting any longer to do it. I will feel better about this in the new year when I become more stabilized.
