It's that thing where you are certain you are happy just as you are and then you realize that it doesn't matter that you've bought a new condo and are getting ready to prepare your new home because no matter how many things you fill it with, it will just be an empty shell if you have no one to share it with.
It's that thing where you are satisfied and proud of yourself for your advancements and then someone says they're making different kinds of preparations -- the kind that include a soulmate -- when you wonder if any of your stuff really does matter in the grand scheme of things.
It's that thing where you introduce two friends because you know they'd get along great and would have a lot in common only to fear that they will have so much more in common that they forget that the first thing they had in common was you.
It's that thing where the things that made you feel like you were moving forward seem like they are now rooting you to the ground.
It's that thing where you want to tell the people -- person -- that you think about them in ways you probably shouldn't because they are making plans with someone else and that you want to be more than just Facebook friends but you know how ridiculous it sounds so instead you just write random posts in the hopes that getting it out there will help your heart feel less heavy.
