I'm still here and I can't believe I let the entire month of March go by without one single post. It doesn't seem like me, but here I am drifting.
Thank you to those who were kind enough to drop me a note to let me know you're there or you understand the struggles regarding my last post. It meant a lot.
As for the struggles, yes it's still one I deal with. Some days are better than others. Some days are much worse. Some days the guilt of it all eats away at me, which is ironic.
I am learning how to deal with it. Trying to at least. I can't say I'm doing better, but I can say that I continuously look ahead. And right now that's enough.
I am hopeful and that's what I need to be right now.
