I feel as if my life has become one big waiting game. And half the time, I don't even know what it is I'm waiting for.
I'm just tired. Tired of walking and getting nowhere. It's like I'm living on the treadmill of life. My legs are moving, but they are not bringing me to where I need to be.
I'm tired of my brain fighting my heart. Just exhausted of the constant tug-of-war that is going on inside me. I'm beginning to fray.
I just wish that I could have an epiphany where something inside me would just say, "Go. There." and I'd go and that would be it. There'd be no more questions. No more wondering. No more what if. I would just go and it would be good.
And I'd be happy.
