It's Time

If you've been following me for awhile, then you know of my struggles with my body.

Weight gain. Weight loss. Work out. Throw up. Wash. Rinse. Repeat.

I never imagined in my wildest dreams that I would still be facing the issues that I faced as a teenager. That at my age I still don't have a handle on it.

But at the same time, how could it be otherwise? How could I have it under control when the thoughts that swim in my head are you're too fat or you're not good enough or eat up fatty you have no willpower.

This mentality of mine has put a screeching halt on my willingness to have fun in life. It's not that I don't have fun, it's just that I limit myself with the fun I could have.

I'm going to Cuba in 7 weeks.

Even though I still don't have a healthy mental outlook, I'll be damned if I let it get in the way of me having my kind of fun.

No more.