Sunday, January 10, 2010

Conscious

You hate me.

I'm your worst enemy.

My only purpose is to cause you pain. Emotional pain. The kind that can chip away at your sanity.

I knock you down. Strip away your confidence. Spit upon any attempts that are made to be satisfied with yourself.

You are worthless. You're fat. Ugly. Stupid. You hate when I call you this. You hate that I won't stop until you are in tears.

You will amount to nothing. Even when you feel you've accomplished all that you've set out to accomplish, I will show you that even those are worthless.

You will always be compared to others. And you will never be better than them.

You will always fall short.

I will always remind you of this.

I'm your nightmare.

Your worst enemy.

I'm you.