Sunday, January 3, 2010

BLECH!!!

I am procrastinating!!!

I start back up with work tomorrow and want to get a few things done and I'm not doing it!!!

I have all these ideas in my head that I'd like to see through regarding lesson plans (specifically for English), but for some reason, I'm not sitting down and just doing it.

Maybe it has to do with my thoughts not being that coherent and I'm afraid that what I come up with will be a mirror image of what it looks like in my mind?

Maybe it has to do with the fact that I'm in denial that I need to go back tomorrow and be a responsible teacher and that I can't wake up at 9 and lounge until 11 in bed anymore?

Maybe it has to do with the fact that I am knitting a scarf, reading a book or two and tweeting at the same time, since those actions take precedence over all other actions?

Maybe because my feet are so cold and I can't think of anything but the fact that my feet are so cold?

Excuses. All excuses for something bigger that is going on in my head. Hey, I know! I'll just figure out what is really bothering me instead of do what I should be doing!! That ought to waste more time in a productive fashion.

Okay, I know what I'm going to do.

I'm going to get in my car, drive down the driveway I shoveled this morning, drive to a Starbucks, buy an overpriced cup of coffee, drive back home, listen to my iPod, SIT AT MY DESK and write a list of things I need to do (I love crossing stuff off on a list), and then tackle a few of those things that I'd like to get done before I get to bed at a reasonable hour so that I can wake up at *criiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiies* 5am so that I can get ready for the day and put on a happy face for my lovely students who I am actually looking forward to seeing again.

I am anticipating good things to happen in the next few hours.