Truths

I feel no shame at admitting that every time I turn on the computer, I think of you and how we used to talk on it for hours.

I'm not embarrassed to admit that logging onto gchat isn't even an option now that you're not there.

It's not my fault that I couldn't stop thinking about you; wishing that things were still the same.

But, I know that it is selfish of me to even think such silly thoughts. I knew that you were drowning. I knew that you needed air. I also knew that I wasn't the one to breathe life back into you. Not yet, at least.

It was inevitable that things would slip. And though I still wish you well, you are beginning to fade. But that is what happens when someone you love disappears. You can try and keep them in your memory for as long as you can, but eventually ... poof.

But, my heart ... it's stronger than my brain. And it never forgets. And it will never forget you.

I hope you find what you're looking for. I hope that you get what you need.

I know that you will soon realize that all your unanswered questions will be answered in no time if you just quiet your mind and listen. You'll find them if you just listen.

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