Falling

It's been officially Fall for about a week now, but it wasn't as apparent as it is right now.

The air is crisp. The tip of my nose is frigid. I need to wear socks at night. My longing for the scent of burning sage has resurfaced. Pumpkin spice latte is back on the market.

But nothing makes it more apparent than my sudden longing for someone to cuddle with. It's this time of the year that is the hardest for me when it comes to my status. Single in the Summer is great because you are out and about and meeting people. But single in the Fall is hard when all you want to do is stay in and cuddle.

It's this time of the year that I have my fondest memories when in a relationship. I don't know if it's a phase, but I'm really feeling as if there is a gaping hole in my heart lately that can't be filled by a good book with a good drink to go with it or a hilarious episode of The Office. When Jim Halpert can't mend a heart? Well, it's bad.

I just want someone to hold my fucking hand again. I want someone who will walk beside me. That's it. What's going on Universe? Am I not filling out my request form correctly? Am I missing some information? WHAT?!?