Something

Ugh.

The thing that sucks is that I come on this blog almost every day and read my old posts. And as I read, I wonder, "How the hell did I have so much to say?"

I managed to turn my day to day mundane life into stories. And lately I've just been feeling paralyzed. I don't want to write because I feel like this blog had some sort of image that I built for it which needs to be upheld.

I know that's a crock of shit and I should just write to write, but it's how I feel.

I'm amazed that people still visit the blog, seeing as how I hardly update it. But thank you for that. You kind of give me that drive to keep posting, as sporadic as it may be.

In three weeks I'll be in Greece. I am so looking forward to it, but it still feels like a dream. As if I never booked the ticket (although my Visa tells me a different story). I cannot wait to go. It's weird going to a different place. When I travel in Europe, I'm used to the familiarity of Italy since that's the only place I've been.

I have no idea what to expect. I do know that it will be beautiful and I will have a great time exploring the different cities. I look at pictures of those beautiful white houses with blue roofs along the ocean and I can't believe that I will be there in the blink of an eye.

Anyways, I'm rambling. Now do you see why I don't post as often?

I really should though. I just never know what to say it seems.